I Suck!

Hello again..
Seems I have skipped the entire month of June. Guess I’m not good at this blogging shit. Not surprising, I’m not good at alot of shit; building in SL, ice skating, people,cross-word puzzles to name a few.

So what’s been happening… I survived my climb (damn) and have been working hard in RL and SL. Took on lots of commissions in for anims the last several weeks. Some fun projects and some nice people. So this all has kept me in pocket money to feed my shopping jones. Spent most of June on the road it seems. Barely got home long enough to wash my undies and throw the fuzzy stuff in the fridge out. I also established a new path to happiness. Its “Happiness through lowered expectations and isolation”. Catchy name I think for simply keeping to myself and remembering that feeling stuff sucks. Got reminded that I have alot of unfinished projects for Outre’ so I will be focusing on those as well as trying to update older products. So I’m going to try to focus a hour a day on that. I did say try.

I’m still very much involved exploring D/s with Nina and others. As I become more involved with the “community” in SL I see so many that, without thinking, look to reverse the exchange of power. Many subbies that fully expect a Dom/me to offer them a “collar” rather then begging for it. Just my observation and viewpoint. I think I keep exploring this aspect of myself because I am able to keep “ME” at arms length, risking nothing, as still enjoy the people and encounters.

Enough bullshit for now… signing off…